First in 2019

As days ended, we keep receiving the fact that, the more you give the more you get. But when I grow up, I noticed everyone is just sucks and selfish. Some may not care of what others might felt, some may only referring to themselves, some may only see people as advantages.

I dream big to have a loving family, yearn to have a romantic husband to always keep me and our small family to be safe, to keep supporting me through thick and thin and preserve the environment for what we suppose in. 

I may give my best, but sometimes I just forgot that I may not get the very best of people in return. And when the expectation is high, I just need some time to keep myself in sane and rational. 

something to ponder late night

I regret bad things happened in my life which caused by me/
I hope I won't take any wrong step again after this
I  hope I choose and decide right decision before encounter circumstances in future.
I decide to leave the unwanted and bad things that put a barrier for me to success

More serious decisions will be taken onwards
So, be wise and think further
to be secure in any kind of relation; work and everything

I pray only good people is around me. Amin

Good day, myself.
May you be a good daughter, good person, good wife and good mummy in future.

Azam 2018

So 2018 is just around the corner and I bet many of us didn't aware that we are getting older. As we are growing up, so many big and bad things happened to teach us manners and lessons in order to be a mature one. Well, lessons learnt and don't repeat them back. Or else, you never learn anyway.

I didn't even realize until just a few days recently that I never have things-to-achieve-when-I-am-blabla. So sempena nak umur 24 tahun depan, maybe I can have a few things in my bucketlist so that I can have resolutions to achieve. This is a message for everyone; don't waste your time over things that you shouldn't be doing and just focus on improving yourself everyday. You never know when the time will end and you never know how much time you have left with your loved ones and friends.

I hope in 2018, I can:

1. Secure a job
2. Enjoy the Melaka trip with Kuaci girls
3. Have a larger thigh gap and a smaller waist. I want to lose another 5-10 kg
4. Be fashionable sikit lah since I don't want people to call me have a makciks fashion. So I really need to work with this one asap. I wanna be a mummy but a vogue mummy, yayang
4. Have a stable love life-- making a good progress towards our solemnization. Hello wake up. We need to be best best best friends for another 100 years ok yayang
5. Become a better me-self. I want to practice Dhuha in my life, recite specific surah after performing prayer which I need to remind me everyday; after Subuh (Ya Seen), after Zuhr (Ar-Rahmaan), after Asr (An-Naba'), after Maghrib (Al-Waqiah), after Isya (Al-Mulk & As-Sajdah). This is not an easy task to stay istiqomah doing this. I need to remind myself everyday to do this everyday. If I missed to recite them, I need to make sure I play the surah in my phone. The most tougher job is to educate yourself. Why? You are living today is not because of job, food, movies,etc but you need to think 5 steps forward to improve your life. You ain't be empty to teach/educate your wife and kids, right. That's why learn, learn and learn and always remind yourself!
6. Go for Bandung trip (it has been ages since I wanna go there.... but still it's okay if not in 2018)

I will add some more after this. I need to think first before deciding A and B and C either should be done in 2018 or not.

But things that are not forgotten; forget the past and learn. Someone is no good if they only bring darkness and bad things in your life. Move on and live a happy life with the best in our life. The best man, the best kids, the best families, the best things. Remember, you only deserve the best when you do the best. All the best, myself!

Jawab tag lagi sekali

OK hai assalamualaikum. Aku jawab tag lagi. Tadi mula-mula terpikat lagu Impossible-shontelle, then play one direction non stop, sekarang bukak westlife pulak. Selalunya lagu melayu ja harini mood ingles siket. Tadi sebelum adik keluar main futsal dia salam dulu. Dia selalu macam tu. Perangai sweet.

INSTRUCTION

1) Make a list of what u want for ur birthday

2) The list should be 10 numbers

1. Surat ikhlas dari orang tersayang/orang yang menyayangi aku. Aku dah dapat daripada Kak b. Wahahahaha. Ni aku paksa. Sarah pun. Kenapa surat? Sebab aku suka simpan. In any case, aku hilang ingatan aku akan teringat orang-orang mungkin melalui surat hehe. I live with words and numbers.

2. Sony mp3 player. Ok aku nak beli sendiri benda ni. Senang nak bawak pi jogging.

3. Camera handycam tu. Nak record semua menda and one day kalau teringat boleh teringat the moment dan merindui.

4. Badan cantik. Nak swimming.

5. Sponsor 4 hari 3 malam pergi Pulau Perhentian. Bhahahahaha aku nak snorkeling! Nak pergi Boracay, Maldives and New Zealand!

6. Bracelet. Nice and very cute bracelet.

7. Benang nak kait. Teringin nak belajar kait masa cuti ni. Tapi terlupa nak beli hehe. Berazam nak pandai kait sweater.

8. Tiket Aquaria KLCC. Nak pergi lagi sekali.

9. Tiket pi Sunway Lagoon.

10. Full set of Running, Swimming and sport attire untuk beginner.

Jawab tag sebab bosan

OK hai assalamualaikum. Selamat pagi. Buenos dias! Saje je nak jawab tag sebab bosan. Nak tido balik tak boleh padahal semalam sangat tak cukup tido sebab kena hurung ngan nyamuk. Urghh harini segar semacam apekehal tah. Mungkin pasal result dah boleh check kot. Haha. Ok selain mission nak grad pointer best, aku ingat nak grad at least tahu 5 bahasa la. LOL. Sekarang dah 4 bahasa alhamdulillah. Another 2 years to grad.

Ok, back to the topic. Nak jawab tag. Saja amik dari cucuratap~

1. Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things,facts,habits or goals about you.
2. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged
3. You have to tag the person who tagged you [ act lupekan je this words ]
4. If i tagged you, its because i want to know more about you.

Aku tak kena tag pun and aku taknak tag org~ haha nak cakap kesian lah tu kan! Aku dulik hape. Well, nobody cares~


1. Nama diberi Nur Afifa. Dulu masa kecik-kecik, aku suka search maksud di sebalik nama and alhamdulillah, cahaya menjaga maruah. Ya knowwww, ur name reflect urs =)

2. Sekarang tengah mood rileks tapi lagi dua minggu nak masuk sem balik. Ok dah masuk tahun 3 kena takut sikit! FYP oi lagi setahun!

3. Anak pertama dari keempat. Sebab tu tegas. Acececeh.

4. Tengah nak belajar masak macam-macam benda and selalu percaya resepi turun-temurun ni memang tak sama langsung outcome dia dengan resepi google~

5. Ada impian nak bukak franchise dominos pizza dalam 10 years lagi, kafe yang provide cupcake/cake/coffee + boleh lepak baca buku/komik/melepaskan segala penat lelah kerjaan (boleh bayang tak kafe camni?), nak buat kandang kambing.

6. Tak minat music genre hardrock. Sweet-sweet masuk telinga je. Aah aku suka orang yang sweet jugak hehe

7. Suka ber-mingle dengan orang yang bermotivasi dan ada positive vibes.

8. Telinga tahan kena maki/hentaman. 

9. Pernah jadi penolong ketua pengawas perempuan masa sekolah, and Majlis Tertinggi Mahasiswa di universiti.

10. Iman cakap, aku suka fikir banyak-banyak kalau aku risau.

11. Aku memang suka udang. Bukan la ultimately seafood. Tapi udang. So, secara tak langsung aku boleh blah je ngan segala seafood yang ada. Plus aku orang utara sebenaqnya. Orang utara ni memang suka makan pedas-pedas. Dah biasa kan. So, sambal udang is my favouriiiiiiite.

12. Badan aku, berat senang naik and turun. Bagus, tapi in another way sakit hati jugak. Pffft. Jogging and 3 kg boleh turun dalam seminggu hehe. Tapi aku tak consistent.

13. Ada geng yang best masa sekolah and universiti. Cuma geng sekolah ramai dah buat haluan sendiri cuma bila jumpa akan tegur la. Geng universiti, geng kuaci ada 11 orang and semuanya beraneka kursus dan umur ahaks!

14. Suka hazelnut latte tapi jangan pahit sangat.

15. Blur kadang-kadang. Lurus. 

16. Nature lover~ tengah berjinak-jinak nak hiking and berenang. Mungkin nak amik class swimming, menunggang kuda and memanah. Sebab dekat UPM peluang tu ada. Masa ja sempat ke tak. Tapi aku selalu rasa kalau boleh/pernah rasa game yang Nabi Muhammad SAW sunatkan ni seronok gila. 


Ok terima kasih baca segalanya sampai habis. Rajinnya awak!